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Monday, May 11, 2009
- 12:35 AM
After so much hussle n planning.. my sister wedding had been successful i should say.. Kudos to my jie fu... really sporting n dance "nobody but you"
While me.. my ex was there. N i got myself drunk. sigh... partly cuz of her... i down 1 bottle of gordon bleu loh... and got completely wasted... after 5th dish. i lost my senses already...
I even took a pic with her n hug her, using my phone. but i dun even remember that. that was how drunk i am... shit...
Sigh.... dunno wat to say... sianz...
Wishes u all bai tou dao lao!
PAP! Peter Action Party. Damn ideaful!! LOL!! Catch so much attention
After Somba'ing
My beautiful sis and handsome brother!... :D
Before drunk. took this with mei xin
Ok. below few pics i was gone! I dun even remember that!!
One of the brother. Quite a funny guy though...
I dunno i took this! With my phone some more!
My soccer mate actually know my sis! Small world!
My BEST Family! first time took pic all smile :D
Life goes on
Saturday, May 02, 2009
- 5:04 PM
Wee, went for a speed dating, LOL! Quite fun though, at first was like dun want la, but in the end i went. Anyway, give myself more option ba.
The show that telecast on that day was Cape No. 7. seriously speaking, i doze off in the center part of the show. Pls loh! In jap loh some of the language. How to understand? And infront of me got a gal head is blocking the chinese subtitle. -_-"
Well after that, got some speed intro for us, attracted by this twins. Though i only spoke to one of them, but i prefer the other one. LOL....
Anyway... Just 2 days ago, i was been called as"auntie killer" again by the trainer, then one of my coursemate nodded n agreed saying i got the "classic" (good guy) look -_-" then another lady in her mid 30 say i got the auntie will want to have as a son-in -law look -_-".... This bring back the old memories of my previous work place where one of the auntie wanna intro her daughter to me... LOL.
BUT THE MAIN THING IS! I STILL NO GF! LOL
Saturday, April 25, 2009
- 10:37 AM
I been to a make over studio last night, named, SI Studio. its said it given me 2 compli photos.... Yes, i went down cuz i been thinking of make over photo n image consulting and plus i wanna get a family potrait as well. I knew there is no free lunch and prepared for the offer given... So i went down for their serivce. Indeed, all is nice and friendly, but when come to the sales, the image consultant turn to sales person, and when cant close me, the so call manager approach me by the name of gabriel. screw up person. I just wanna ask the family potrait costing, which he keep wanna sell me album... then unwillingly say $1300 plus frame for potrait. Then after everything he ask am i ready to buy the potrait, i told him i still need to check around for the best offer, (cosumer's right) then he just said (nvm, u just take e 2 complimentary photos and thanks for your time) then he stand up and leave. FUCK! And i stand up to leave too. the consultant wanna pass me the photo which i cant even bother.
my verdict:image consultant is just a sales consultant there, proper image consultant give u advice on what u should wear and how you should wear, hair style etc, they never did anything at all!
And too hard selling!
They say they high class studio and dun take walk in? bullshit. if u go in and say u wan a make over photo shoot, i cfm guarantee he will accept!
Experience: Photoshoot. ok... After that FUCK SHIT!
I in sales lines also and my business is mostly referal, i think i had did a better job by showing my professionalism rather then hard selling! Disgrace to the sales profession
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
- 3:44 PM
Finally i left the dreadful Jarsonn Chua Organisation, JCO! I can say that the career there is far from happy for me. But i'm also thankful that it make me saw the ugly sie of insurance company that assist in me choosing a better agency.
Prudential is a nice company, just that the agency i'm in is horrible communist company. All sales driven but i can said that they are a bunch of sales person then professional financial consultant. Horrible! Ask them explain financial planning. I guess they only how to sell product and that all!
My fuck up director ask me pass the policy to someone, whom i choose my senior, but she say wanna assign herself. I dun want her to pass to my struggling junior then become they owe her again. No way!
Anyway, embarking n restarting my career elsewhere... Same industry... But now i choosing the agency wisely. If i choose the wrong agency again. I will leave the industry for good.
Davis
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
- 3:19 AM
Happened to chance upon this... I think i need not say much... picture speaks a thousand words.
And if you think money is everything? And going for branded is an luxury, you are nothing but a disgrace. Money is important, i agreed, but not everything... Yes, i saying you! So what if you earn 30, 40 odds thousand per month. Ur character is the one that have problem!
I have friend and client that earn more then you, but compare to them, u r nothing! Yes, there is a fine line between confident and arrogant, but u are way above arrogant.
You been saying i make my sorry looks cheap, but at least i did it in a low tone voice as i know its my fault...
How bout u? When u are late... "sorry for the delay..." even more no sincerity at all
My friend who earn around the same as you, when they are late... They will be saying sorry for several time. So what if they earn big bucks? that doesnt mean they can be late... They keep this mentality. For u? you think you the biggest fuck? Come on. U are a joke...
Take a look at all this... So, u been buying branded stuff day in n day out and boost ur financial status? Buying property etc? You are really a disgrace... Yes, u can say u work so hard n u deserved it... But not to ur extent. Dun let me see ur nostril... u are short enough and dun act tall... u trying to act confident by looking up.. but u are too short n u look too high up to make u a piece of arrogant shit...
This pic below is just a wake up call to us... We are already very fortunate!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
- 11:28 PM
I just said i'm happy but in the end today i was not happy at all!
Just finish blogging this early morning at bout 8am... Here come the few shocker that practically destroy my days...
11am, my mum called and said grandma visiting doctor at our house there. Went to see her... Her two sentences almost make me cried... I just asked her:
ME: "Ah Ma! Lang bo ho ah?" (Are u feeling alright grandma?)
She: "Lang bo si mi ho, da gang ai toh" (Not feeling well, always feel like vomiting)and sound fading...
The next moment she is closing her eyes for a long moment... I stunt for a while then i quickly called her to wake her up... I thout she just left like that... Suddenly she open her eyes slowly, a sigh of relief. But her tears start to roll down her cheek and she wipe it away. For that moment, i was so stunt... Cuz to me, i had a feeling that she feel very tired and its about time. I was really worried and i cant stop myself from having this fear and i walk away...
After consulting the doctor, the vomitting is cause by the medicine she eating. A sigh of relief again and she feel better. Hope she dun have this feeling anymore...
Bad day to start with. And i went over to meet my client. I scare i'm late and msg them i be late for 15min. But i was on the dot. i msg him n call but no replied. An hour later, only to realise that i had actually msg my appointment later... Damn it... And my client waited for me for an hour at the Long John Silver at the main building of North Point and not at the cinema there.
Well, appointment goes smoothly, but then going back that time, my director msg me ask me how was my production this week. I bothered to reply her nicely but all she care was production and production! In the end she said my skill is weak n i have to follow her system. I almost replied back if ur system is really that fantastic. Then why on earth u facing a mass exodus of consultant this year? If so good then why the quit? From junior to senior, from those struggling to those who are not... Cant be bothered to reply her anymore...
Bad day i had, fuck her man! No! Not physically! I WOULDNT WANT! VERBALLY! FUCK U! and i looking for possible venture in other agency now...
Davis
- 7:35 AM
What a day i had. Should i say i'm happy? LOL!
Friday to Saturday, never slept at all, as usual, then start whacking dumbell at 6 then went for a jog at 7... Reach office at 10 for meeting then a swim at 1... Reach home at 4 pm slept till Sunday 7am! LOL! And wake up finding myself tanned! Woohoo! and also 75kg le! Steady!
Another happy, i dunno should be happy anot. Cuz i got 6 colleagues quit. Happy not because of they quit, itt because it proven me something, my director system really cmi! And more to come! 3 more quiting n maybe me? 4 more!
Happy for them too as they leave the bloody places... But for me, i still struggling whether to leave anot. Cant bear my customer... Sigh. And i love this jobg alot. So maybe i can jump over to bank? Hmmm...
All left except the guy with a victory sign. maybe he know he will be the only survivor there :X the red shirt n the guy standing still here. but who know what will happen :D
Nothing spectacular this week. Maybe its time to think about my future liao... :X
All sneak out from seminar to enjoy themselves! Bonding sia! LOL
Below is the gift i gave to a gal i like la... LOL! My friend thout i bought it cuz it too nice le... So far i only did it to 3 person i like. 1 is Joanna, 1 is Jenny and 1 is her... Never did for MX before i suppose. But maybe this is a curse for me! LOL!
Davis
Friday, March 27, 2009
- 1:06 AM
Went swimming after dunno how many donkey year. Had been hiding in my long sleeve shirt n tie for so long. Almost give up the thought of swimming cuz can find khaki go. But heng got Nelson! Knn! Ask him teach me Butterfly stroke... I learn till almost faint. Bloody shit tough. And he swim like bo la sa... yao siew. Though today no sun, but i still got burnt! If i know i sure sun tanned one loh.. hahah.
Hmm its been a long time since i last update my tattoo pic... so shall add it here! :D
Almost done le! One final portion at my waist there... Fucks! Killing me! But i like! :X
Its been a bad week for me for my work. Suppose to meet up with 4 sales director this week, but only met 2. No sales close as 1 need to wait for his wife to come back from Japan... The other i know its impossible to do anything but his sum assured is really too little. So i told him he need to at least increase his sum assured by 200k due to his commitment now. 2 house, 2 parent and wife plus now have car. How can he have just 100k sum assured? And he realise it also after we chatted for an hour. He appreciate my advice and will bring his policy to let me see for review... Felt so happy that i had educate another one properly again on financial planning though no sales is closed. But i had did my proper job as a advicer n not a sales executive :)
My director wanted the whole team to go for a self improvement course at Desaru, cost about $700. For me, i was thinking like for fuck? Such course need commitment n bonding. Now i handicap one leg, go liao can do wat? and she die die wan us go. I dun go what she can do? Hmmm. My junior had ophan policy from advicer that quit. My director transfer to them n not me. LOL... There is 2 thinking... 1 is she think i can acquire client myself. The other is she buey song pass me? LOL! Whatever... Cant be bothered... And i believe is e 2nd reason. Fuck care man!
Tired! Tomolo shall swim again! :D
Davis
Monday, March 23, 2009
- 1:26 AM
Life have been pretty much the same for me. Except for the fact that i'm busy like shit.
Thanks to WenJie n Shirley. You 2 care for me the most. Other like Tan Yun, RG etc etc slowly fade into the background... :X
Hmmm. Like this girl but somehow or rather i chose not to believe in gal. Asking if she n the other guy are together. But she said no. But then somehow or rather the guy facebook have all her pic. Hmmm... nvm ba... No trust in girl. Lucky never put too much hope in it.
Hmmm, i always tell myself should i just go for younger ah lian ah huay sua. Pretty but just is ah lian... But i cant. I prefer a wife-to-be then just a gf...
No pic to upload recently. Neva been to club recently too. Waiting for Jessica Park Ji Myung to come back from Korea... Then also Xiao Mi... April we shall club dao luan ok! After ya exam man! Intro you all the Siao Char Bor i know. Clubbing with them is damn fun and crappy!
Nothing happening in me. I just work n sleep, work n sleep.... WORK n SLEEP! still got wat to do? Drink loh... Sianz...
My mum keep asking whether wanna invite my purmei brother to her wedding anot. Hmm. I go ask my fren loh... They wanna invite MX but i doubt she will come la. LOL... Ask her for dinner she also dun wan loh. how to jio her for my sis wedding dinner when all my relative she also know? haha... Not my problem la...
Davis
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
- 6:34 AM
Been a week plus which i cant sleep in the night. I slept at 2am the previous night and woke up at 11am already but now i still cant sleep! Damn shit. Dunno what happened to me...
Read my previous entry... so much memories... fun and laughter. Sorrow and stress... Read upon an entry and realised that i felt so depressed over signing on issue. That the first bad sign of my relationship with my ex gf. Its was this that actually make my ex and I broke up. My ex hope i can sign on for the better of our future but she never realise n dunno what is Army about.
I been so stress regarding that till i even feel like smoking which those who know me should know i hate smokes alot. I went clubbing despite the fact that i hate clubbing, but i getting more n more happy with the night life then. I also dunno why.
My ex start thinking that i had change and thought that i like other girl that why i goes clubbing alot. But i never, i club mine, and i dance mine. I swear that i never dance with stranger not even say getting their number. But the trust between us are no longer there from that moment.
It drag on for half a year before 1 day. I guess its time... That was 14th May... We argue over a small matter and everything was over. I guess to me its not that day that broke us up. Its the trust that no longer in us that caused us to break. I admit that i was not a fantastic boyfriend either. But ever since we first broke up in 29th Nov 2003, and patch up on 26th Dec 2003, i been treating her nice till the point she ever said: "why u treat me so nice" So how? Treat her nice or bad also got said by her. Girls are so hard to understand. Yes, we still quarrel but then i still think that i am the stupid guy to have let go of a fantastic gal. But when the trust is no longer there, how the relationship can continue?
Read about other entries also. Some are indeed funny and cock. Those amazing stunt that i did, those funny entries, those "RA" language. Wow! If i never read those entries. I already forgot that i dare to post such word in my entries. LOL!
Oh! Ya! i almost signed on as ADF Specialist but i rejected it on the day when i was about to sell my soul to them. Phew... If not i guess i'm still be in force and i wont be able to get my Officer's Sword.
So much memories. All well kept in this blog... Only recently that i became lazy to blog, cause i find it no point. But after reading back my previous entry, i guess i should blog more often so that in future, i can look back at the stupid stunts i did... LOL...
So who is still visiting my blog? Tan Yun? I know Shir still visit... If u still visit. Tagged me. LOL! But i guess only Shir still care for me the most? LOL! Right QAD? I know u diam diam mai gong weh. But i know it :)
Shall update my blog as often as ever like what i did in the past. But i be privatizing it soon to avoid nonsense people from intruding my privacy. If you still read my blog... Or found it is lock... I suppose u will msg me in MSN to ask? See how ba...
Cheers people.
Davis
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
- 1:24 AM
Yes! Reduced 1kg! Shiok!
Last Friday had an hour of dumbell exercise and went for 2.4km jog... Body ache like mad. Cuz too long bo work out. Then today played soccer for 2 hours plus. The feeling to be able to run again feel just great aint it? I miss this feeling for a long long time... 1 year? Though my knee still hurt n i cant do sharp turning. But to sweat out so much is just a fantastic feeling... Looking for more and FUCK MY KNEE! I will not let down just because of u damn knee!
Disclaimer... pic took in Dec 20008. Now abit err.... sigh..
Went to watch soccer with Darren, Sebastian, Stacy, Stephen and Jacqueline, Manchester United vs Liverpool. Well well well.. Man Utd lose. But they deserved it. Cuz Liverpool are a much better team. And this match could well spur Man Utd to greater height! Come on!!
The worst is Darren, already damn piss off cuz Man Utd lose... Then still been irritated by Jacqueline... who like Darren. LOL... Maybe i dunno the adult world, cuz my fren, Darren are divorced and with a kid. And tell u something! Gal are fucked up. I think his wife left him cuz of bankrupcy. Now he is back... I'm so happy for him... oh ya, i only saw Jacqueline that day. So Seba told me that this gal like him... And i was like... woooo hooo... Got admirer... but Darren give me a OMFG look... Then Seba said today got me as shield. LOL. I was like huh?
Then the legend Jac appear. First thing asked is whether Darren got gf? and say he slim down alot (which he is) then after toking for awhile. I understood Darren why give me that face... LOL! She is not irritating... I think is fucking irritating... Confirm! I also cant stand her... LOL...
Hmm. seems that Xiao Mi really have some difficulties in forgetting her ex. Just like me... I used 2 years... Hmmm hope she can get over faster then me... But that 2 years is really a hell of a shit to me... Really... I tattooed to ease my pain. But i tattoo for a reason and dun anyhow tattoo... But the pain is really not there... The heart pain is there... Especially the first time i did it... Just 17 days after i broke up with her... I cant feel the pain at all... Really....
Why on earth i encounter so many gal that are faithful to their guy and miss and love their guy so much... But why on earth i dun have such thing? Am i really that bad? No rite? i bet i am actually a nice guy loh. sigh! Mich! Shir! Yun! Why?!?!?! I got so bad meh... Sigh... when will be my turn? But i still got the phobia after being hurt by that gal. Freak! Till the point my fren scare i turn gay. that how much i hate gal... But now? I just no confident in BGR...
Will my day ever come? Still waiting for that day for the gal to appear....
Davis
Sunday, March 15, 2009
- 4:26 PM
As a hard coreMan Utd fan... to see my beloved team suffered such heavy defeat at home to our most hatred opponent Liverpool! Its a shame... Wearing number 15, Vidic, out in Clark Quay. People are saying how good a defendder he is. Yes... he got a red card, but if he neva... it will result in goal. He took the blame n it was a professional foul... But Man Utd 不争气! Let in further 2 goals... Sigh
Held my head high while leaving. Proud to have Vidic in the team. No one will blame him for that incident. But i almost got into a staring incident with one of the drinker there. An indian or a black? dunno.. he iswith some blonde n keep cursing at Man Utd sucks. I turn and give him a good solid stare and he diam diam... LOL! Fucker!
Going back that time... WAH! i must admit that when a gal wooing a guy. It is very kong bu and irritating! With my fren last night to watch Man Utd match... then i know she likes my fren... but my fren avoiding her. knn! if me, i almost wanna turn around and say: STFU can! LOL! GALS ARE KONG BU!
Anyway, lifes good for me... :)
Hope my sister have a great time prepaing her wedding...
Hope my dear have less quarrel with her bf...
Hope my qing ai de and her bf have more mutal understanding...
Hope my fateless one have a nice r/s work out with her bf, dun think of break up la...
Hope my fling go get marry soon la! :D
Hope Xiao Mi get over her ex soon...
God, Buddha, Halal, Jesus, Guan Yin, Guan Yu etc etc... bless all my fren with lucks and love...
(no disrespect to all religion, we should be respectful to all, so i say all the god out... )
戴维斯。郑
Sunday, March 08, 2009
- 12:46 PM
I had enough of almost everything and i feel that my time is near in my agency. I wished for a change in agency.
I have never been happier then my first three month under her. After which, i think she is just a fake person.
She keep saying she help me when i close alot of case. Ya. I never say out is that she just follow me to my appointment as my first 3 cases need her to be around. subsequently? nope! And the first 3 cases she never do anything other then just sign to prove she is around. Nope! she did not teach me in planning, never teach me in presentation and all is just some stupid system, if the system if so good. why so her turnover rate is so high? And people quit volunteeringly but she put as terminated.. why? protect her ass? Ya i think its wrong to say behind her back. but i did tok to her in 1 to 1 situation. but she just say her system is alright. ya? let put it this way. last year newly contracted agent, those who i still remember. 14, including me whom i still can remember the name, 7 left, 1 found a job n tendering and the other 4 looking for alternative n left only me. While 3 of her older consultant, more then 1 year in this line are leaving.
Under her in charge there is this junior manager, her consultant. all the people under this junior manager are still doing well. how come? she should have asked herself what she is doing. she is facing a mass exodus soon. Her target of 50 consultants will hardly reach.
If i subdue to her and follow her stupid system, i be stupid cuz my case are coming. so she will boast again that her system work! no way!
Another enough is i hide enough my feeling and finally told her. feel good. though i neva ask her to be my girlfriend. But its alright.
hmmm...
Monday, February 16, 2009
- 11:58 PM
The feeling of emptiness once again overcome me. Its time that i shall make the first move to declare to her.
What a weekend i had.
Friday, my mum had called me to visit my uncle in hospital. Cuz he is having the fourth stages of cancer and I said to my mum, next time ba. But before i can visit him, he had went to a world which will remove his pain, i was shocked and hurt by his sudden departure. But my family and i was not allowed to visit her due to my sister's marriage on May by my dad, which really saddened us. My sis n i just rest n sleep for the whole day at home yesterday and i decide to go on vegetarian for this few day till he cremate.
It was the same incident as my grandfather who asked me out on 1995 Dec 31st, but i decided to go out with my friend. And he suddenly suffered a stroke on his way back, just below his house. And if i was there, i could have send him to hospital. If i was there, i was able to run and asked my uncle over to help. And it will not be my grandma who went over to seek help. I could speed up the process and maybe my grandfather is saved, BUT I WAS NOT THERE TO SEE HIM FOR THE LAST TIME!
Now the same thing happened, my mum asked me to visit but i never, and my uncle had gone. He looked after me when i was young but i failed to see him for the last time. I hate myself for my laziness.
V-day, emotionally maybe, think it is time for me to say it now before everything was too late again. I dun wish to regret again, cuz another guy declare to her too.
Now my mind was in complete mess, but i just hope she is online now so that i can talk to her. But faith decide, i leave it to faith. Though destiny is in our own hand. I still think that if we are fated, we will be fated.
But now i was really sad bout my uncle departure to the painless world. May god bless him up there.
And i will never forget those day you had play with us and tease us.
Davis
